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December 24th, 2007


"Lucius?  I invited Severus over for Christmas Eve.  He will spend the night and stay with us for tomorrow, when Draco and Pansy come over,"  I tell him. 

He raises an eyebrow at me and nods his head. "If that makes you happy, Cissa.  You know how I feel, but I know that you are not feeling quite yourself and that is my fault.  So go ahead.  I will be civil and polite to him."

I give him a kiss.  "Thank you, Luc.  He should be here in an hour."

"Then we have time . . ."  his eyes twinkle and before I can protest, he sweeps me up the stairs.

 . . .

We have just gotten redressed when Lilith tells us that he has arrived. 

"We will be right down, Lilith."

December 21st, 2007

Our 25th Anniversary.  Stroke of Midnight December 22, 1999.

Meeting with Draco

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December 13th, 2007

Communication

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I look at him in the flames.  My best friend.  Or he was.  I do not know if we can be friends at all anymore.  "I am sorry, Severus."  I am the one who callously disregarded Demetria's advice not to spend too much time alone with him.  I am the one who has used him, depended on him.  His reaction was normal, considering.    "I used you." 

 



I sit down and write a letter.

December 13, 1999


My Dear Severus,

 

We need to talk.  Not face to face.  I do not feel that would be advisable for us right now.

But we can Owl, or Floo, or even send our Patroni .  I am very concerned and confused by what happened.  

I feel that I am somehow to blame.  

 

Still your friend,

 

Narcissa



I send Perseus with the message.  I hope Severus and I can work this out.  And work this out without Lucius finding out.  I do not think he would handle this situation well.  I just wish I understood it.  Obviously I do not.  I have gone 48 hours with very little sleep.  My brain will not settle down.  Of course, I did finish most of my book.  But this is not healthy for me nor Venus.

December 1st, 2007

Aftermath

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I step out of the floo, suddenly weak and exhausted,  my heart still pounding from the unexpected adrenalin.   Legs like lead, I sit on the wood floor in front of the floo and put my head on my knees, trying to breathe deeply and calm myself.  I feel Venus moving energetically inside of me.  I hope she is not distressed.  Must breathe slowly.   I feel the stinging in my hip again and notice I have fresh blood on my robe.  Probably sitting on the floor was not the wisest move.   I need to call the healer.  I need Lucius.  My head is swimming . . . I will just close my eyes for a moment.

Dear Andi,

Thank you for the invitation.  

I will be there, bow in hand.  

Love,

Cissy

 




November 25th, 2007

Connecting with Bill Weasley

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I received an owl from the Minster asking me how I was doing on my friend-shipping of BIll and if I had found out more about the Order of the Phoenix yet.  This is getting more and more difficult with being restricted in my travel.  I write Bill an owl.

Dear Bill,

 

You are invited to a garden tea at the Malfoy Manor,

3 PM

Sunday,  November 25, 1999.

I am looking forward to seeing you as a friend and a cousin, and not as a contractor.

Transport in the seal will activate just before three.

 

Sincerely,


Narcissa Estelle Black Malfoy

November 17th, 2007

All for Nott

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I wait at the gate of the manor.  Lucius has already escorted Theopholus in.  I stand behind the yew hedge, so no one will notice me.  The peacocks ignore me too.  I have my wand ready in case this is a trick.

 

November 15th, 2007

My husband's birthday

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November 10th, 2007

Narcissa,

I have some free time and would like to see you. Care to come by the shop or shall I come by the Manor?

Nicolas

PS: I heard about the Crystal Chamber. I haven't had time to stop by and see Draco. I hope everything is well on your end though. Let me know if you ever need anything.

Dear Friend,

Please come here.  The seal is a portkey.

I am glad to hear from you.  I will have lunch ready.

Narcissa


I tell the house elves to get ready for company and make sure Lucius knows that Nicolas is coming over.


November 4th, 2007

I need to get the books from Pansy, so I can organize that last chapter.  I have three of the chapters already written.  Today is as good as any.  I am still a little miffed with Lucius for not telling me about his role at Draco's club.  I have not talked to him since I had my visit with Severus.  I smile at the thought of Severus.  It has been so long since I saw him smile like that,  saw him laugh even--it does not matter it was at my expense.  My friend has had a burden lifted from his heart.  


I was safe enough last time to use the Floo that empties close to Pansy's shop.   I will try it again.  I step into the Floo connection in my room--fortunately warded so that only Lucius, Draco, and I can enter it or bring someone else through it.   Moments later I step out of the Floo near Twillfoot and Tattings and quickly scourgify myself.  I hate all the ash and dust in the Floos.

November 2nd, 2007

Sleep, perchance to dream

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Friday morning.


Draco is back at his flat--the damage is not lasting.  He will be fine.  I wish Bella could not say the same.  I turn back to my book.  For the next four hours, my time is dedicated to Morgana LeFey.

studying )


October 29th, 2007

Venturing into Muggle London

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I go through my chapter headings again, carefully sorting my notes and placing them under each of the chapter divisions.  I read them carefully . . . Suddenly,  I realize one key chapter I need:  Muggle perception of Morgana Lefey.   There is only one place I can find that information:  a Muggle book store.


I cannot imagine Lucius being very thrilled about escorting me to a Muggle shop.  Maybe Nicolas or Nina . . . but they are so busy with their business.  And I am still angry with Draco.  I sigh.  Why does he forget his Slytherin,  Black, and Malfoy roots and speak so freely about the things with which he has been entrusted? 


I still need my robe from Pansy.  Perhaps with her two employees,  she can find time to escort me off of Diagon Alley to the Muggle Bookstore a few blocks away.   I hate not being able to Apparate; Flooing is so messy.  I am only free to move about where I want in the Manor.



I step into the Floo and say loudly, "Diagon Alley floo three."  I step out of the floo next to Pansy's shoppe.


October 27th, 2007

I am exhausted. Too many nightmares pulling me violently out of sleep. I have no desire to sleep, yet my body is aching for it. I take my violin and enter the grotto with the Malfoy family tree. I sit at the foot of the tree and play softly, hoping that I can at least relax my mind, if not my body.

October 25th, 2007

The dream with Bella has been repeated twice so far.  Morgana wants to make sure I do not forget it.  I am almost afraid to go to sleep, yet my body bids me rest—more so than usual.  I realize Bella might win this one.  I will do everything in my power to prevent her success, but she has a chance of succeeding.  I need to spend more time with my husband, but I do not want him to find me screaming in my sleep, so I have avoided Lucius lately. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

October 17th, 2007

MacMillan is coming over this morning.  This is easier than raising suspicions by showing up at St. Mungo's again.  I stand at the gates of the Manor,  hidden behind the colonnade, and wait for him to show up.  The wards will currently allow me to let him in.  But the wards will change soon. 


October 13th, 2007

The FAMILY dinner . . .

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I arrive early and make my greetings to Andi and Ted.   Andi and I hug each other warmly.  Ted tries to give a friendly greeting to 'Dromeda's little sister, but I can tell he feels awkward.  I cannot blame him.  I have not been much of a sister-in-law to him.  Andi offers me Ginger tea and Chinese hors d'ouvres  that are loaded with ginger.  Smart woman, my sister, making sure that my stomach is calm enough for her meal. 


Draco and Pansy escorted me here, but decided to walk around the neighborhood for a moment before coming in to give me a moment alone with my sister.  They come in next and sit awkwardly next to each other on the sofa,  exchanging glances and a few polite remarks to my sister and her husband.


Finally my god-child and her boyfriend arrive.  Interesting that my niece should choose a boyfriend who I went to school with.   "Good evening, Mr. Lupin,"  I say, rising to greet them.  "Nym--Tonks"  I smile, correcting myself.  "Of course you would remember my son and his fiance, Miss Parkinson."


October 6th, 2007

Meeting Malcolm Baddock

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Minerva McGonagall sent me a note to come to Hogwarts to meet the last finalist for the Black Endowment.
Scholarship and Mr Baddock )

October 5th, 2007

Mother and Son Reunion

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I owled Draco and told him to come over. I need to talk to him.

Why must I make appointments to see my own son anymore? Sigh. This is what I get for letting him grow up.

I wait near the Apparition point at the side of the house.

October 1st, 2007

Plans and Plots

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Lucius is up to something, again.  I wish I knew what it was.  This could mean freedom for both of us--him from being wanted, and me from being put in whatever situation Zemelda has put Nicolas into . . . or it could mean more entrapment, fewer choices,  no lives for both of us.  But how do I get him to trust me?  Especially when he knows I will use the information against his cohorts. 


 

September 29th, 2007


 

 

 

September 24th, 2007

Visiting Travetti's

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Nina Poliakoff let me know by owl that Andromeda's necklace was ready.  I have something ready for her too.  I spent the whole morning transforming these glasses for her--and imbedding them with spells that will deflect magical charms from hitting her eyes.  I think they are rather stylish, for glasses.

The Present . . .

I have Faustus wrap them for me and carry them, along with enough Galleons for several necklaces with me,  to Travetti's. I keep the Galleons in two separate pouches, each with 200 in them.  I am anxious to see what she has created for Andi.

I enter the shoppe through the broom side, so Nicolas knows I'm here.  He may need to have a word with me and I with him afterwards.   Then I cross over to the jewelry side.  Nina is in the back.  I talk to her assistant,  "Will you please tell Miss Poliakoff that Narcissa Malfoy is here to see her?" I wish she would allow herself to call me Narcissa, but if she will not say it, then I will keep calling her Miss Poliakoff.

September 18th, 2007

Sister to Sister

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September 17th, 2007

September 14th, 2007

The Consequences Of Spying

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Zemelda Smith is expecting me to come up with information on Death Eater activities. Then she had the nerve to expect me to use Nicoletta's methods to get the information. I will get the information, but not that way. And if I can help it, I will never speak to that cow Smith again. My 'handler' is supposed to be Nicolas. I understand that she did not want him to know the true nature of how his deceased mother gathered information, but I will not speak to Smith again.
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Blank document from an owl. I know what it means this time. I run my ring over it. I am being summoned to the Minister of Magic's office--in ten minutes--naturally.
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September 12th, 2007

Wednesday Morning . . .

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